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Hermione Granger [userpic]

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June 15th, 2005 (08:57 pm)

It's been a while since I put my feelings anywhere but my head. It's been a confusing time. I had a sexual encounter with Bill. It was a mistake. I knew it before we even got started. I couldn't wait to leave when it was finished. I must have looked like I frightened child.

And then there is the matter of Draco. I can see him making an effort, but I still don't trust his motives. I mean, all of a sudden, he wants to be my friend. Why? What is his agenda? I've been thinking about him a lot over the last couple of days. I can't seem to get him off my mind. Waking, sleeping... I've been having those dreams again. I don't know how to stop them, without a potion, and I'm not certain that I would even if I could. Isn't that odd?

I'm tired, so I'm going to take a shower and change out of these work clothes.

Hermione Granger [userpic]

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April 24th, 2005 (06:22 am)

I can see I'm going to have to start a S.P.E.W. chapter here. The house elf labor here is a travesty. It's not labor, it's slavery. Unfortunately, someone has warned them about my rubbish hats. For the last few days, I return to my room to find the place sparkling, and the hats remaining. I may try to station them in different rooms, throughout the hotel. That might throw them off.

Brick by brick. Hogwarts is heartbreaking. I know it will take a long time, a lot of work, but it's so overwhelming. I spend half my day remembering course work, and the other half in tears. We'll get it sorted. Brick by brick.

I don't trust Draco. I saw him looking at me, twice. It's unnerving. Is he planning something? I'd like to think not. I mean, he is HERE. He is helping. And I haven't even heard him complaining about work, yet. That's a bit unusual. Luna is on the top floor with them (that's odd, isn't it?), so perhaps she might overhear something. I'll have to ask her next time we're alone.

Hermione Granger [userpic]

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April 4th, 2005 (05:30 pm)

I have to say I was ever so delighted to receive my invitation to assist in the rebuilding of Hogwarts. I have so many ideas on school improvements, special short cuts to decrease time between classes. There truly isn't enough time in a day for any comprehensive learning. I mean, if you take time between classes, at least an hour is wasted every single day. That hour could be put to better use. Perhaps if the founders took that into consideration... I'm merely pointing out that there are areas of improvement.

I've decided to write a book about this experience. I'm going to keep a daily journal to help me along. I think it will be fascinating to finish. And to read.

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